dance andrew dance

I'm a huge fan of downloading music performances from the net. However more often than not, the musical performances that I download turn out to be some kind of bestiality porn cleverly renamed by weirdos with nothing better to do in their basements. Regardless, I don't give up and still do take the time to download them. I've always harbored this desire to become a back-up dancer. I guess it started when I was young and I would look at music videos on MTV TRL. I always believed that if I was featured in an N' Sync or Backstreet Boy's music video, I would outshine the group members (including Justin Timberlake or JT or whatever) and become a bigger sensation.

I would never admit this to my friends, even if friends are suppose to support all your outrageous dreams and ideas. When I was in college, I would practice the dance moves in front of the mirror that was stuck to my dorm door. The mirror would actually only show the upper half of my body, but I thought my upper half looked so good while I was practicing my dance moves that I naturally assumed that my bottom half would look amazing as well.

The benefit of having my own studio nowadays is that I was able to buy a full length mirror when I was furnishing my "chic" studio (sometimes, I imagine I'm a Londoner and refer to it as a flat). Nowadays, I sometimes just break into a dance move when I happen to by walking by this full length mirror. It could be at any moment, totally spontaneous, and 100% gratuitous. but damn.. I look so foolish.